Whose fault is it that your attendance is spotty? You control your presence, not us! And when you are on, we gladly include you in discussion.
Stop trying to portray yourself as the victim of some kind of insidious conspiracy. It's insulting to our character, and not befitting you. Nobody here hates you, or is out to get you, or has something against you.
And if any complaints arise involving the Queue, I'm willing to bet that they come from me and Phi and Marv, who wish more people would PARTICIPATE. If you and others are here to participate and contribute more often, we'd get much more done. That, you have to concede is true.
“…Judge not what a man has done, but judge what he could have done if he was a different bloke altogether. For art thou a leper? And a leper can changeth his spots…” --Rudy Wade, Misfits (Series 4, Episode 8)